It's true....Absecse makes the heart grow fonder!

So today I took Russ and his boss Scott to the airport to head offto Tennessee for a business meeting. I HATE, I repeat, I HATE when Russ leaves town for multiple days. One day and night is fine and even better when he is in the actual state, but when he leaves for more then that and in a whole other state....I am so non functional. I get so emotional when he leaves and just get super sad cause I miss him terribly. I not only get sad I get all crazy weird and my mind totally plays tricks on me. Tonight, I thought I was doing great, until I heard the dogs going crazy in the back yard so I looked out back and seen what I thought to be a shadow. So I count the three dogs and one goat and slam the door and make sure that I have Lily in with me. The I hear what I think/thought was a dog or something being hit on the road. I once again, count the dogs and goat and slam the door. I call my sister Chanda to come stay with me and she denies me. I refuse to go sleep in my room cause there is only two ways out of there if someone comes in and lots of ways to get out if I am in the living room. So here I sit in the living room with my laptop, water bottle, blanket, T.V., five lights on, cell phone in hand and dog on my lap. I need to get a hand gun! I would feel so much better! I could get Russ', but I have never shot his before so I don't feel all that safe with a gun I don't know how to use! Someone needs to be my roomie when the hubby is gone! I will start taking applications....NOW!