It's true....Absecse makes the heart grow fonder!

So today I took Russ and his boss Scott to the airport to head offto Tennessee for a business meeting. I HATE, I repeat, I HATE when Russ leaves town for multiple days. One day and night is fine and even better when he is in the actual state, but when he leaves for more then that and in a whole other state....I am so non functional. I get so emotional when he leaves and just get super sad cause I miss him terribly. I not only get sad I get all crazy weird and my mind totally plays tricks on me. Tonight, I thought I was doing great, until I heard the dogs going crazy in the back yard so I looked out back and seen what I thought to be a shadow. So I count the three dogs and one goat and slam the door and make sure that I have Lily in with me. The I hear what I think/thought was a dog or something being hit on the road. I once again, count the dogs and goat and slam the door. I call my sister Chanda to come stay with me and she denies me. I refuse to go sleep in my room cause there is only two ways out of there if someone comes in and lots of ways to get out if I am in the living room. So here I sit in the living room with my laptop, water bottle, blanket, T.V., five lights on, cell phone in hand and dog on my lap. I need to get a hand gun! I would feel so much better! I could get Russ', but I have never shot his before so I don't feel all that safe with a gun I don't know how to use! Someone needs to be my roomie when the hubby is gone! I will start taking applications....NOW!

My Writing Inspiration!

So the past few months I have been hanging out a lot more with a life coach, a best friend, and an amazing cousin. I like to call her NICKI! This past couple weeks we have been doing more and more one on one time. It has been great and VERY inspirational for me! She not only has helped me get in touch with my crafty side, she has also given me advice and a shoulder when needed, but she has also helped me to start writing again....As you can see from my blog that I started a year ago and have not wrote on for....a few days ha ha....
I think this will be a form of therapy for me to hash out all that I have to say and what I am feeling.
Nicki and I had our rough go (like any relationship) and we had out our differences and had come to the agreement that we were both a lil' stubborn and sassy at times and no matter what, we didn't have to be friends, but we would always be family. That to me means a hell of a lot more then it would to some. I feel that if you can have family AND a friend you have the ultimate gift! Family is the number on gift that I have been given in my life and I would not trade that for the world. I like to say "If you have LOVE, FAMILY, AND FRIENDSHIP, you have the whole world!" That is something I firmly believe and I believe that I have that in Nicki!

So here I am going to give this "blog" and writing thing another chance! Thanks Nicki! I knew I could count on  you! :)