Six months and counting....

Six months now since we have been married and oh boy! That has been a tough six months! My last update was all good and fantastic, but the newness had not wore off yet lol. It is a struggle that is for sure! I think it is harder because we were so use to doing our own things that now when we should be doing stuff together. We have bee putting things out there for each other to work on and it lasts a week or so and then it fades away. I think the tough part is that we are both so hard headed that neither one of us wants to be the "push over" and just give in and make things easier. Don't get me wrong my husband is a great guy and I know that he loves me, I wish he would just show it a little more then he does. Being a single man for almost 30 years, got him set in his ways that is for sure. All in all he is a keeper and worth a lil' fight!

Married life

Married life is great, not too different then what we were living before. I will tell you one thing though, the whole name change for me has been SO hard! I have sat down a few times to write it out and write it in cursive to try and get all the letters together, and I feel like I am in Pre-K again trying to learn to write my name! I laugh everytime I hear AMANDA BARNES cause it sounds so funny! Yet the other part of me laughs cause I am so happy! I love it! We have been married about two months now and I still can't get use to the wife word either! Who would have thought that I would be a wife at 20, let alone to the BEST husband there is! He is a saint! He can put up with me! Ha ha But, I can also put up with him...What does that make me?!? I have been very lucky in the blessing of having him and his family in my life! :)